是我是我!

i don't know what's going on now

even though all my exams were over

and the grade are coming out

i don't think i fail in this smester

actually

i thought i'm pretty good

all the troubles had gone

in fact

i should be happy right now

just waiting for the new year

but i feel a kind of empty

i don't know what's wrong with me

just though

i think i should know someone is watching

i don't konw what's that person thinking

maybe i got the same feeling too

i want to know whether i can get what i want or not

i want a clear answer

or something

i want to know whether i should keep going or not

i really tired

can you give me something?

i don't want to brain storming everyday

can you tell me how to do?

i'm not gonna waste my life anymore

maybe just like what V says

just give up!

what M says

that's painful

yeah i really don't like this kind of feeling

i want to stop but i can't

I can't help myself

what can i do now?